New beginnings

So, I'm a ranting moron and feel silly just updating my social media profiles all day long, so here we go, a blog! To try and summarize the last month without writing a novel: I went to Canada with the attempt to fix everything, to find happiness once again, but after months of thinking about life and the future and the non-existent lights in the end of the tunnel, I fell for my best friend and had to end a 5.5 year old relationship. There was tears and trying to breath and coping with all my insecurities all at once, but in the end it all worked out. I am happier than I think I've ever been, I'm a smiling retard and not only is there a light in the end of the tunnel, it's a starry fucking sky of light. Right now I'm just trying to sort everything out for school that starts on Monday, other than that I sit on the patio drinking coffee and playing with the dogs and cat, and I go on adventures with Dan's mom while he's at work. I got a mani pedi for the first time and it was awesome, they had like massage chairs and it was great. I also went downtown Toronto, but me and Dan are going back this weekend to explore things. Life is good, real good.